July 18th. Tuesday
I worked my body hard today. Work itself is
I’m working my body to the breaking point. For work, I have to carry big hunks of metal around and push carts loaded with aforementioned hunks of metal from one part of the factory floor to another, which is pretty physical. I’m also doing it in a warm environment. I drank about eight cups of water during my shift today… I’m also working out. The workout attitude I adopted when I was working out with my buddy earlier in the school year was that it should be ugly. You should barely be able to do your last set. Needless to say, I’m exhausted by the time I get home. I’m not even fully recovered from whatever I came down with last Friday. I’m giving life more than I have in me to give right now. It feels good, and I don’t know if overexertion is a problem when you’re taking Accutane. I’ll ask next frikin Tuesday when I have my check-in.
I’m not even fully recovered from whatever I came down with last Friday. I’m giving life more than I have to give right now. It actually feels good, and I don’t know if overexertion is a problem when you’re taking Accutane. I’ll ask next frikin Tuesday when I have my check-in.
I got a fresh one on my cheek (face) today. I was just thinking yesterday how I should write about how it had been ages since I had gotten a pustule on my cheek. Forehead is going strong, but my cheeks have stopped. So much for progress.
I’m actually not that bummed about it. It’s honestly a bit strange how novel breakouts have become. I still very clearly have acne, but it’s so much better than it was. The fact that I know Accutane is working and that my acne will get better makes breakouts seem almost cute. I’ve waited months, and before that, years. Finally something is working and that knowledge makes new acne so much easier to deal with.
Part of me is thinking that I’ve had these past two breakouts because I haven’t been able to take the medicine as frequently. But that has to be false because Accutane doesn’t work that fast (which must mean it doesn’t un-work that fast either?)